Sure, I’m afraid of what might lead to my death: car accidents, plane crashes, drowning. But, I’m more afraid of what won’t kill me: people dying, people leaving, the silences that seem to never end. It’s the idea of having to live through something that scares me, not the end itself.
— OB. (via lespommes)
I’m lonely. And I’m lonely in some horribly deep way and for a flash of an instant, I can see just how lonely, and how deep this feeling runs. And it scares the shit out of me to be this lonely because it seems catastrophic.
— Augusten Burroughs (via winterkristall)
the number of times i think “i don’t care” while people are talking to me is really getting out of hand
goals for 2014
- get hella fit
- improve art
- eat healthier
- do well in school
- give less fucks
- get rich